Someone important.

You are someone very important to me. Without you here with me, without you here by me, without you by my side, I feel alone. I know that there are many people out there that care for me very much, and I know that their important to me too, but you are the one that I love, someone I really need. I understand that you love her now, and I understand that I’m not the same girl that you loved. I know that you don’t love me anymore. But I can’t help, but still love you. You tell me what I can do to lose this pain inside. You tell me how I can get rid of all the emotions I have inside.

I don’t know what I can do to make myself happy. I don’t think I can hold myself together any longer. Who knows, I know I am a strong girl, and I believe I can keep this pain all in. But I don’t know how long I can last. What if one day, I break down from all the emotions and do something stupid. I really don’t know what I’m capable of doing in the future. I know that I wouldn’t do anything stupid right now, because I know what’s right or wrong. What if one day, I go insane and do something I think is right? I don’t know if you would even care. I feel like you wouldn’t, or maybe even know that I went insane.

I’m I getting annoying? Do I talk about you to much? I’m sorry.

“As long as you love me – Backstreet boys” I’m listening to that right now. Random music list too. “I don’t care who you are, where you’re from, don’t care what you did, as long as you love me.”, As long as you love me…

You are someone VERY important to me. I can't afford to lose you. Don't leave. Promise me?