Does it even matter?

You know what? I really don’t matter anymore. Weather I’m there or not, it wouldn’t make a difference. And no matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind. All I can do every night… is wait for that call that never comes. Cry myself to sleep, knowing that I don’t matter anymore. Remember when you told me, that you would be sad if I just left… what if… I really just left. Would you even care now? I don’t think so. I really don’t believe you care anymore. I mean, why would I even matter… I’m nothing to you now… MAYBE, just maybe… in memories. Who knows if I’m still there.