Kill me.

You know what? My prediction was right. You told me that nothing will break us apart. No one will ever break our friendship. You’re wrong Alex. Time tore our relationship apart. You haven’t talk to me in like 3 days. When I IMed you, you didn’t even talk to me. All you did was reply… barely. What happened to talking to me? What happened to “were still best friends” “nothing will ever break our friendship” Don’t tell me everything was a lie. Everything you say is just to make me happy. It’s not working anymore Alex. Your actions just show that you don’t care anymore. I bet if I died right now, you wouldn’t even care or even know. I mean why would it matter?

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XxTrubleSoldjaxX (1:54:57 AM): and kill me when you have time
XxTrubleSoldjaxX (1:55:01 AM): take care
XxTrubleSoldjaxX (1:55:03 AM): love you
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XxLadySw33tzxX (1:55:16 AM): im never going to have time.

Well, here’s the day, when I say the very same lines. “Kill me when you have time Alex” and don’t tell me you don’t have the time. Because I know you have time. If you have time with her, I don’t think you’d mind giving a few seconds for me. I you only spend time with her everyday and ever second right? Kill me Alex. I don’t want to live on. I feel like there’s just no point. I can’t live watching you drift further from me everyday. I can’t live, watching you spend more and more time with her, and knowing what you two have together. I just can’t stand it. I bet death is WAY less painful then what I feel. So, kill me when you have time alright?(: thank you.