Reminessing

I've been going a lot or reminessing the last two, three days. I was just reading the past posts. and I can't believe its already half a year. I've changed to much. Things between me and my Ex has changed to much. I'm so confused, like I always am. Cause now, when i don't have contact with my crush, i start thinking about the past with my Ex. I really miss him. there are times when i start regreting ever breaking up with him. everyone saids that i made the best choice. i feel like i did too, cause i really dont know if i can take that cheating crap any longer. but, what ever. So right now, im stuck in the middle of likeing two guys, and i hope it does not add on. REALLY hope. cause that will just get really messy. I think imma try to write a poem again. i havn't done that in a while.(: