its December already. this school year passes to fast. seems like just yesterday, it was the first day or school. now, its already half way though. i don't want it to pass so fast. but yet, i do. most likely i dont. cause that just means that i cant see him ever again. after this year, we might not even talk anymore. not that we talk now. we kinda drifted. we stoped talking. i htink its cause i feel like ihave nothing to say. the feeling of talking to him, but i dont know what to say. i dont want to make a fool of myself. or make him think im annoying. you know what i mean? and the other this is that i dont seem to type in this journal anymore. i wonder why. i rarely go on this now. but now that i have switched to this, i just decided to type something in. since i havent updated in like a whole month or so:P