I swear i will NEVER read that again ! The more I read it; the most heartbreak i feel ! It makes me wanna push you away. Its as if nothing matters anymore. as if anything that comes out of that mouth means nothing. i congratulate you. and hope you have a happy life, cause either way; i died ! it's cute; your sweet, she deserves everything you got. None should be for me; (girl what are you still doing here, you don't belong here.)
What am I saying. I can't ever tell you shit directly to you. I find that fuckin' retarded ! You just don't get anything that's going though my mind. you've only got like 30% why i'm like this and reasons why i shouldn't be like this. i have my own reasons why i'm jealous; its the fact that your happy with another girl. I say that i don't give a fuck about what you do and whatever. but when my feelings come to place, that does matter. EVERYTHING matters.
you tell me that your still here; and that at least you didn't ditch me. I know that you still care and that you still visit me. and yes that means something. but all that is going to change. i don't know if you know it, but i know fo'sure its ganna change. and when that day comes, your not ganna admit it, until it happens again. i appreciate that you care. and i want to thank you a lot. i'm happy for you. and i hope you live a happy life. don't make the same mistake again. don't make me have to say "i told you so" and as much as i wanna say that; I'm sorry... I just might have lied.
but i do wish you two luck; and i hope you never treat her wrong. I'm serious. once you start, we're ganna stop there okay ? I don't wanna be the bad one in guilt in the end.
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