Jealousyy. I'm sorry.

I swear i will NEVER read that again ! The more I read it; the most heartbreak i feel ! It makes me wanna push you away. Its as if nothing matters anymore. as if anything that comes out of that mouth means nothing. i congratulate you. and hope you have a happy life, cause either way; i died ! it's cute; your sweet, she deserves everything you got. None should be for me; (girl what are you still doing here, you don't belong here.)

What am I saying. I can't ever tell you shit directly to you. I find that fuckin' retarded ! You just don't get anything that's going though my mind. you've only got like 30% why i'm like this and reasons why i shouldn't be like this. i have my own reasons why i'm jealous; its the fact that your happy with another girl. I say that i don't give a fuck about what you do and whatever. but when my feelings come to place, that does matter. EVERYTHING matters.

you tell me that your still here; and that at least you didn't ditch me. I know that you still care and that you still visit me. and yes that means something. but all that is going to change. i don't know if you know it, but i know fo'sure its ganna change. and when that day comes, your not ganna admit it, until it happens again. i appreciate that you care. and i want to thank you a lot. i'm happy for you. and i hope you live a happy life. don't make the same mistake again. don't make me have to say "i told you so" and as much as i wanna say that; I'm sorry... I just might have lied.

but i do wish you two luck; and i hope you never treat her wrong. I'm serious. once you start, we're ganna stop there okay ? I don't wanna be the bad one in guilt in the end.

Better today - Coffey

To see your face
To hear your voice
And all the touch you
Is a dream come true
So I’m standing here
With my hand held out
Knowing that your love will never fade
I stand amaze
Without a doubt

And I wanna hear your voice in the morning when I rise
I think know I’m just a normal man only made of sand
Except when you’re by my side
Will you love me, teach me, don’t leave me, I pray
And when I and I’m thinking about the times
Your hands in mine
Together we’ll stay
You made me better today
Then I was before
And now my heart can rest
And I will search no more
You made me better today
Today

My heart has wings or you take me away
And every prayer I ever prayed
Was answered today
So I’m standing here
With my hard held out
Knowing that my love will never leave
My hearts on my sleeves
And now I believe

And I wanna hear your voice in the morning when I rise
I think know I’m just a normal man only made of sand
Except when you’re by my side
Will you love me, teach me, don’t leave me, i pray
And when I and I’m thinking about the times
Your hands in mine
Together we’ll stay
You made me better today
Then I was before
And now my heart can rest
And I will search no more
Cause you made me better today

I stand
Proclaim
True love is here to say
I stand
Proclaim
Forever starts today
Today

You made me better today
Then I was before
And now my heart can rest
And I will search no more
Cause you made me better today
Then I was before
And now my heart can rest
And I will search no more
You made me better today
Today
Made me better
Today


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CFcRYaCBYw

can't and aren't together

There's only two reasons why we can't and aren't together.
* The reason you have for not being together
* The reason I have for not being together

It's just that simple. We still love eachother; that I'm sure of, but we can never be. The question is why ? You tell me why all the time, and I understand. I also agree with you. Cause I have reasons too. It's just I don't know what it is.. I just know that I feel happy around you, and everything is trouble free. It's like a story of two lovers that can never be together. I really don't know where I'm getting with this. I guess no one is the blame for all this. Just know that I love you; and We'll forever be best friends forever ! Promise me you wouldn't leave me when you find the right one; just like I promise you the same. We'll forever be together^^ <3

something random xD

I have so much I want to tell you; and when I get the chance, I've got nothing to say.

Who Am I to say you love me ?
Who Am I to say you miss me ?
Who Am I to say you need me ?
Who Am I to say anything about you and me ?
Why don't you tell me; so I can say you love me, miss me, and need me.

^that was SO random. Haha, Who Am I to say - Hope <-- Fantastic song !



Thank you; for always being there for me. Thank you. <33