Homecoming

Don't Wanna close my eyes - Aerosmith<3

Even though I wasn't there for the last dance, I can imagine everyone slow dancing, hugging, and kissing the ones they love. What hurts the most about that image is seeing the one I like... kiss his girlfriend. It makes me feel so bad. Not only does it hurt cause I like him, also because I like her boyfriend. Which makes me feel like... a bad friend, bad girl. I'm sorry _ _ _ _ _ _ _&_ _ _ _ _. I can't help myself but like him. I don't want to tell him how I feel cause I don't want to know that he will never talk to me ever again cause of the truth. I'm just going to lave things the way it is. Even no matter how much it hurts. And maybe, just maybe... I still have to think about it... I’ll tell him on the last day of school... or maybe his birthday. I don't know. I can’t get the image out of my head. It hurts to see him with his girl. But I can’t do anything about it. I want to say I’m happy for them, but I don't feel like I have the right so say that cause that would be lying. One of my friends told me... I should have asked him for a dance yesterday... but I said... it would be too awkward. And how would his girlfriend feel? She would probably hate me for life. Not that I don't think she doesn’t already. sigh. But we kinda matched yesterday. We were both wearing black(: All I have to say is. I'm sorry _ _ _ _ _ _ _&_ _ _ _ _ I just like him.