Another Day.

Another day that I have to go though. I sometimes wonder why i"m here in this world. I feel like everything I do, Never goes right. Life is such a confusing thing.

9:40
Wow... Gone though a lot today. Alex came over at 5 with John. Joyce was here too. When ever Alex and Joyce meets, they always have this alone time to talk... normally about me. Well, John was sitting on my dads massage chair. I was just sitting in front of my computer typing the entry earlier. After like 30 minutes, Joyce comes in and asks me to go talk to Alex. I lied down with him. He didn't say anything, until John and Joyce started talking about god. Everything they said, all I did was answer. Alex looked at me and disagreed. All he kept on saying was that god sucks, and that he didn't help me.

Com'on you tell me, Who causes the bad on earth? Does god betray people? Or does people/humans cause what's happening on earth? (There's to much that we have talked about to remember them all.) And in the end, John and Alex Both are now Atheist. I don't know how to help them. If only I had someone that was on my side to help prove them wrong. Someone that knows a lot about God and Christianity. I don't know, I think everything is made a little clear. We'll see the next time we meet.