Don’t you ever think about how much the world has changes? I constantly think about all the things I have done and gone though in this short life time. As I reminisce about how much i have grown up, I feel so proud. When I was in elementary school, I was very immature. I never understood anything about the world we live in today. The foolish me rushed into things without thinking about the consequences, and results. Without thinking about what could have happen if I didn’t make that foolish decision. I guess its true about what they say, “wisdom comes from experience.” I have learned a lot thought-out my years as a teenager. I’m sure that it applies to many more fellow young adults in today’s society and maybe even past and current teens. (What am I saying>.< Mind as well say everyone…) Whether people change for the better or worse, change is always happening. And sometimes by the time you realize things around you, including yourself, has changed… It might have already been too late to go back. All you can do is look forward and do all that you can to make up for the things you realized you’ve done wrong. As long as you know where your mistakes is, you will be able to stand up again and correct yourself. Maybe someday you will be able to catch your own mistakes before it happens, that is how you learn. Its kinda surprising to think about how much you have changed over a 5 year time period. The little girl that I once was will no longer affect the way I live my life anymore. I have learned that the things I put myself though were immature and I am no long that immature. I am glad to have moved on with my life just because I know that I am still growing into someone I know I will love to be. Although growing into adulthood still scares me a bit, I want to know how I will become. I will look back at this some day in the future, and laugh because who I am today may still be immature, I just don’t see it now >.< because I want to believe that I am no longer that immature child. But hey, how will I know I have changed if I don’t look back and think that I am naive. Another 5 years will come fast, and by then I would have probably found a job or some kind of internship. Maybe even moved on with my relationships with people around me for the better or worse. (I’m just babbling on and on about change.. I feel like I am going off topic.) so, bring it on “life”. Give me all that you can give me, because I am ready to take on everything you got to throw at me. The choices I make will be no mistake because it either takes me down a good path with good experience or a greater path with wisdom. Either way, I will live a better path then now. The book has just begun. There will be more change, and hopefully for the better!(:
