Mad

Do you even think about how I feel!?
how about the promises you break?!
i try so hard to make everything in your life so much easier, and much better for you, and this is what i get in return. I get late night tear, those i shed because i care. it's as if everything i do for you don't even matter. You don't appreciate it do you? don't you understand what I'm trying to accomplish?! I've thrown many of my dreams away, because i know they will never happen. I wanted to make them work for you though. I wanted my dreams, and my happiness for you to go though. I know that you've been though a lot in your life, i want whats better for you. and yet, you make it as if you don't even care.

1) Stop smoking
2) Stop going to Morongo so much
3) Start exercising
4) Study&&do math homework

Just so you know, I only get mad at you so that you learn your lesson and know what you did wrong. You never listen to me. you never seem to know WHY i get mad at you. Its not that i want to. i just do, cause its really disappointing. I have it when you give me a reason, and it always starts with, "because i love you" THATS NOT A GOOD REASON! its stupid. BECAUSE your doing something that i don't like and your doing it CAUSE you love me ?! does that make ANY sense !? I love you, i really do, PLEASE don't make me think otherwise. I hate shedding tears. and yet it constantly comes.





















I promise i won't think otherwise.