Six Flags!

Six flags was the Bomb!

I remember Viper was the first one we went on today. I can't seem to remember all the roller coasters that we went on today, but it was MEGA FUN! I think I overcome my fear of roller coasters(with loops). Now, I have to overcome roller coasters(with really high drops).

Omgosh, my feet still hurts. Our third ride today was the raft thingy. I got so wet. But I wasn't as wet as My sister and Geni. Water went into my shoe and it stayed wet throughout the day. When I got to my cousins house, my foot was all painful and crap.

Another thing that happened was, well, it wasn't me but it was my cousin, Geni. Right when we were going to head home, Geni and her friend Connie saw a cute guy. Geni was brave enough to say hi to them. She chanced them all the way just to say hi. (I don't think were really related.) I would NEVER do that.. they were total strangers. well, yea, she talked to them for like an hour in the middle of nowhere. And in the end, she forgot to save their number or their AIM Sn. On the way home, they called her and yea.

UGH, my story went all weird. Oh well, its just for memories.

Pictures

^I JUST drew this. Isn't it cute. She's walking down the path of god(:


^I was bored in perspective class. Cause I was already ahead of the others, so I just drew random stuff. (: I like how the rose turned out(:

Transformers, and chruch.

YES! Today was the last day of summer school. No more homework till' 2 in the morning. Sleep; sleep; sleep from now until school.

Well, today, (after school) Some friends and I went to the mall to watch a movie. Joyce, Sammi, and Bryan went to watch ( some movie; I have no clue.) And Ernest and I went to watch Transformers. OMGosh! Best movie EVER! The cars are so pretty(: I love it when the cars transform, and When I see then change into different cars. (pretty cars while I'm at it[:)

After the movies, we got a ride from Ryan. We went to church to learn to play the guitar again. I can play the front part of a song.. called "The heart of worship" AWESOME! I can't wait till I barrow my cousins guitar. I can finally practice everyday. (My fingers are bruised I think. they still hurt, its been 4 hours.)

At 7:00 pm we went downstairs to sing worship. But before that, Sammi, Joyce and I were hungry so we walked to Tapioca. When we got back, We talked around for a while, then started to play a games called "Mad Gab" then started worship singing. And again, I sang my heart out(: I love singing. We sang "In the secret, (ugh, i cant remember all the titles.)"

Well, then we talked about people, and how we judge people by how they look and what they did. And in the end, we figured people talk about each other for our own entertainment and to make ourself worth something. There were many more reasons.

Church is AWESOME!(:

Sleep.

Two more days till I can sleep again.

For the last 5 weeks, I haven't been sleeping well. and everyday I only got about 5 hours of sleep. Its 11:53. I'm tired, so I'm going to skip my extra credit and the makeup work. its not like its going to help my grade anyways. I just home my C is high enough to hold my final's grade. If I don't past this class this summer, then I'm falling behind in math. I have to past. I just hope I remember everything I learned from the last 5 weeks. So tired. I just have to past. or all this (no sleeping) would be for nothing.):

Fortune Cookie

"The current year will bring you much Happiness."

That was the quote for my fortune cookie. And I really hope it's true. I really need the happiness right now.):

Joyce Meyer Concert. I Am saved.

I AM A SINNER!

The concert was AWESOME! Well, it all started umm.. I'll start at 99 cents store. Sammi, Joyce and I ran into 99 cents store to pick up some water. Then these two guys walked up to Joyce and I, and started to talk to us. They're like "That water isn't good.." Joyce was like "We're in a hurry, so we don't really care." Ha Ha, scary, I don't like talking to TOTAL strangers. Well anyways, We headed to the church to get the directions and where to meet when we get to Staples Center. We got there and we all meet up inside and stuff.

I was bored at first, cause I was just sitting there doing nothing. Then suddenly, the concert started! We stood up and sang with all our heart. The lights were BEAUTIFUL! Well, after like and hour (I think..) my hand started to hurt from clapping. Well mean while, Joyce Meyer came out. She took 20 minutes talking to us about how important life is. and Why we should let god and Jesus lead our life. I was convinced. Well, then I went with Sammi to get some food and the restroom. When we came back, Joyce Meyer asked, Who wants to be saved.

I wanted to, but I was afraid to go up. Then Joyce (my friend)asked if I wanted to be saved by Jesus. I said "sure." So Tiffany started to question me. "Are you sure you want to do this?.." and then Jessica chained my arm and asked me, "Your coming with us?.. I'm so glad that you are." Ha Ha, I can't believe what was happening. I just followed the crowd.

When we got down towards the stage.. Joyce Meyer Said, "Repeat after me. I am a sinner. I Admit I have done wrong... " As she was talking and we all repeated, Everyone started to crowed around me. Looking at me, My eyes started to water up. There was a WARM feeling within me as I repeated after Joyce Meyer. I was crying, then everyone looked at me and hugged me. We went back up to our seats and continued singing. After all that, we left and Joyce's mom took Sammi and I home.

Your love..

The one you once love is long gone,
So start a new life at the break of dawn.
Just so you won’t feel the pain,
Don’t let anything be in vain.

I know she has hurt you bad,
She didn’t mean to make you sad.
Don’t think any bad of her,
She’s also hurt forever.

4 turtles

So much homework these's days. And again, i have nothing to say. I don't even know why I bother updating this anymore. Well.. anyways I was doodling in class today. I drew four turtles. Wanna see?(:

Life is like a boat

I want to know how it feels like to be free. Does the feeling of not liking anyone at all a good feeling? I think I'm moving on. I've always wanted to be free. I guess I'm finally going to know how that feels huh?(:

Rie Fu - Life is like a boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you though another day

遠くで息をしてる　透明になったみたい
暗闇に思えたけど　目隠しされてただけ

祈りをささげて　新しい日を待つ
鮮やかに　光る海　その果てまで

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

人の心はうつりゆく　抜け出したくなる
つきはまた新しい周期で　舟を連れてく

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

旅はまだ続いてく　穏やかな日も
つきはまた新しい周期で　舟を照らし出す

祈りをささげて　新しい日を待つ
鮮やかに　光る海　その果てまで

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

運命の船を漕ぎ
波は次から次へと
私たちを襲うけど
それも素敵な旅ね
どれも素敵な旅ね

This is a Beautiful song.

guitar(:

I learned how to play a guitar today. It was so much fun. I only learned how to play the G note and the C note only though. I seems easy when you watch someone play. It's easy, but yet hard. It's fun, but Painful.(: my finger was all purple after. UGH! i really want to playXD I'm going to ask William for his guitar(:

Well, Happy Birthday Ryan. Long time no see. Hope you had a good one(: (cause I was in it.. JK)

This day.

Today is the two year anniversary to our first relationship. Even though that was two years ago, its still a day to remember. Well, today is also the last day we met. He said that we won't see eachother ever again. I on the other hand, don't believe so. Well meet again(:

Well, other than that, theres nothing else that is interesting. My life is so boring, but yet complicated. Why is that? I feel that, like theres nothing exciting but yet so much happens. I think if anything else exciting happened, I wouldn't be able so handle it.

I'll miss you Alex. I don't get why can't we just be friends. But then again, maybe some time off can get your mind off things a little. :/ I'll really miss you. You are actually the best thing that ever happened in my life. Even though you made my first experience painful, I forgive you. Instead, I thank you for everything. You have thought me well. I will forever remember these experiences, and will not let it happen again. I am really sorry for everything I have caused you. I don't deserve your love. Yet you still love me. I apologize. I will hope to see you soon. <33

Happy 4th of July!

SHIT! Today was hecka FUN! It was the best 4th of July ever! Haven't had so much laughter in Ages. We took A LOT of pictures. I'll load them into my myspace tomorrow. Cause Geni don't want to send them to me yet.

The fireworks sucked this year, but we still had awesome fun! After the ALL the fireworks, We went to the back yard to finish the food. We had so many jokes. I couldn't stop laughing.. I was laughing so hard, Everyone started to laugh at me... And all that do was make me laugh even more.... ha ha. yea, I'm weird. I just got home like 20 mins ago, now I have to start on homework. FINALS tomorrow... good nights, or should I say.. good morning(:


I hope ya'll had a GREAT 4th of July like I did. I love my family! I love My cousins! I'm glad to be a part of this family!(: <33

No title..

miracles do happen(:

I got my internet fixed. And yesterday, my MP3 broke... and then when I came out of the shower, it was fixed... weird. But Awesome!(:

Well, today had nothing special again. Ernest fixed my internet. I found out that Tom(the dude that controls my internet) blocked the wireless. Thats the reason why My mom and I couldn't use the internet. Well thanx to Ernest, I can use my internet once again!(:

..

I'm staring out upon a star,
reminiscing my life so far.
With everything that I have done,
Never had I really had fun.

to be continued..

My life.....

I haven't updated in two days. I'll type more tomorrow. its late. and my computer's Internet don't work.

10:09 AM
It's Sunday, and no Internet for the last two days. I'm getting really pissed off about it.

Recently, I've been thinking to myself, whats happening to me? It's like, I don't know what's going on with my life. One second I'm this and the next second I'm that. I get the point that life is the best gift from god, but still, why am I here. I feel that I have no purpose here.

You know what, I really don't have much to say. Life is just to confusion right now.

My Life
I'm staring out upon a star,
reminiscing my life so far.
I've done things that shouldn't be done,
I really wish I didn't do none.

Life seem to be getting harder,
And I don't seem to get any farther.
.....(I can't continue this.. I just can't. Don't know what to write anymore.......)


5:03
I just came home from the library. I met up with Eric there. He helped me with some proves and we went to go pick up his cousin. So I went to his house. We picked his cousin up, and went out to eat. We had some quiet moments, but it was still fun(: